Bahhhh. Terrible, terrible mother fucking headache. *THROB* I'm suffering through back-lash or whip-lash or whatever you call it. You know, the after cause of for example, getting into a car accident... how the seatbelt keeps your middle body still while your neck is flung forward? Yeah, that after cause. My neck went back pretty damn far when I fell yesterday, and I realized the pain last night when I was going to sleep. I was laying down, right? Further and further down, as I lay my head on the pillow, more and more pressure goes about my neck and it fucking felt like someone was strangling me. That feeling is still going on, if I move my neck in a certain position. And when I do, my head starts hurting even more. Oh yeah, not to mention the big ass bump on the back of my head. Shit. I bet you I have a really big bruise back there. It hurts even if I lay my head down on the carpet floor. That small amount of pressure actually triggers GREAT AMOUNTS Of PAIN. My mom said I might have to get a neck brace. Oh! Speaking of my mom, oh my fucking God.

She and I got in another fight last night. She was saying shit how basketball was too much of a risk and I could get hurt. WTFTWFTWTWTWFTFWTWTF????????? Basketball? TOO MUCH OF A RISK?????? At least I didn't join the wrestling team, or the girl's fucking football team! HELL. Soccer is more physical than basketball! And I was thinking of doing THAT instead of basketball ANYWAY. With my throbbing head ache, and my mom's MOTHER FUCKING STUPIDITY WHICH PISSED ME OFF OH SO MUCH, I started throwing a fucking TANTRUM. I was all yelling about how I don't complain if I have to walk to school AND home in the fucking rain. Over a bridge that stands over a high-way, through the rain, through the cold, hell, I even have to walk through an entrance [passageway] of a fucking highway! NOT ONCE, did I ever complain about that. After school, I walk home, I do my fucking homework, WALK/RUN BACK TO SCHOOL, do practice, walk home in the dark, do the chores when I get home, AND I HAVEN'T BEEN COMPLAINING. All I was saying was that I don't care if I have to do all that shit, just as long as I can stay in basketball. I never complained about the shit I have to do, just to play basketball.. I just did it anyway because I loved the game. And you know what? When I hit my head yesterday and almost got a concusion [probably a hair away from amnesia], my coach asked me if I wanted to call my mom so she could pick me up. I fucking said no, because I KNEW she would FUCKING complain about me dragging her FAT ASS out of work and blaming the accident on ME as she ALWAYS DOES. Actually, she DID blame the accident on me. She blamed me for liking basketball and being on the basketball team. AND YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE, MOTHER FUCKER??!?

Last night, after realizing my neck problem, I asked my mom if I could stay home from school today, right? SHE FUCKING WENT BURSURKE! She was saying shit about how she just talked to the fucking vice principle about an absent SHE forgot to call in for that day, BLAMING IT ON ME! She said that they would think she was a bad parent [IN WHICH SHE IS] and blame my trauncies on her IN WHICH IS ACTUALLY HER FUCKING FAULT ANY MOTHER FUCKING WAY. I went verbally homicidal [not literally] on her and started ranting and raving about all this shit and TOLD her that I wasn't going to school tommorow [technically, today]. Fuck. After all that, [she didn't listen, that stubborn little whore] I just said, "Whatever, I'll go to school. BUT DON'T BLAME ME IF THE FUCKING NURSE AT THE STUPID SCHOOL CALLS YOU TO PICK ME UP BECAUSE I PASSED OUT DURING ART", I slammed her door, hopped into bed, turned my alarm clock on, and went to sleep. A few minutes later, she went down to check up on me. I pretended I was a sleep and when she turned her back, I flipped her off and silently murmured a few cuss words.

Bah. But at least I got to stay home anyway. I overslept, and when I woke up, my mom was in the kitchen cooking something for her office's potluck. I was like, "Why didn't you wake me up? I thought I was going to school today. Heh." Her: "......"


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SHE IS SO STUBBORN. She gave me the silent treatment for about an hour or two, until she asked me to taste her food and see if it was okay. I said to myself, "Whatever. I don't have the strength to argue and yell at her today." and tasted her damn [u]salty[/u] food. Good gracious, my life is a living hell.

Bah... anywho. Today, so far, I watched Monster's Inc. again for the second time on my computer. Thanks again, Milton for giving me that VCD. =) After that, I found the pictures that my mom had developed from when we went to Vegas and the ones of the day when my sister went back to the Philippines. I scanned them, got bitter--since my scanner is pure crap, uploaded them, and here I am right now.

Current song: "Make me Happy" by M-Flo

Oh yeah... here are those pictures, btw.

The bride and Groom of the wedding
The bride, my cousin [she's half Taiwanese, half Filipino] and her groom, Israel. [Yes, that is his actual name. I remember when someone from the wedding asked me, "Where is Israel?" I was like, "I don't know... somewhere in the Middle East? o_O;;;"]

Me, Cecille, Israel, and my Brother
My cousin looks so purdy. =')

Me, my brother, my auntie Emmy, and my cousin, Dionne
How old does my cousin look? She's a little over 5 feet... and damn. A lot of people thought she was my little sister [well... since we were telling them that =X] when we were around the arcades of Las Vegas, but she's actually 16 years old. =O!!!! Damnit! We took sticky pictures in Vegas, but I freaking lost my Chococat picture-holder thing with ALL OF MY STUDIO PICTURES AND MY STICKY PICTURES. *mother fucking CRY*

My mom and Cecille


Me and my sister
This is me and my sister on the day she went back to the Philippines to finish off college. The yellow-looking bird in the front is Baby [he's actually green] and the other birds are Pikay [the one that died.... you know, the one that my brother threw at me while we were burrying her? -_-;;;;], Blue and Pancake.

Me, my sister and my brother
Hey look! Its my panda, KYO in the background! Hi Kyo! =D [I look drunk in this picture. *cry cry cry*]

Yeah. Those pictures sucked.... stupid scanner. I only scanned a few because a lot of the wedding pictures were too dark for our shitty scanner. Oh well. Oh yeah, I walked home from school yesterday in the rain with my red shirt and jean trenchcoat. Fuck. The water was streaming down my v-neck shirt and it was veeeeeeery uncomfortable. I also walked that mile in my black high-heel boots! In the rain! D;

Rainy day pic 1
Rainy day pic 2

It's a miracle that I don't have a cold. It's just my stupid neck, my head and partially my back that's bothering me. Bah. -_-;